Crashing when i break a chunk loader

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My friend has a server and we added chicken chunks, then i crafted the chunk loader but i placed it in the wrong place so i broke it and my game crashed, and when i joined back the same thing happened until it didnt despawn. The server is 1.19, but i think that its just the animation of the block when dropped because the thingy in the middle goes out of the normal block size and it overloads my ram, or maybe its something else because its pretty hard to overload 16gb of ram.